Friday, October 26, 2012

I'm Having An Affair...

A few weeks ago, I started sneaking around, peeking at my ex-WIP, leaving my current WIP to wonder where I'd been all day. Why hadn't I opened it's file? Am I seeing someone else? Is that--lipstick?!?!!?

I'm having an affair with my abandoned manuscript.

Is it because things got tough with my new manuscript--like the day I realized that I'd need to rewrite 20,000 words because I'd rambled off in the wrong direction, following a whim? Yeah, that's part of it. 80 pages is a lot of deleting. My ex-WIP is all mapped out, planned and plotted. Maybe it will be fun to write those last few chapters?

Also, my sixteen-year-old daughter keeps calling me a quitter for not finishing ex-WIP. She likes the story much more than I did while writing it. Because writing it was HARD for me. I eked out words, slowly, painfully. I doubted so much. But maybe it's not so bad...

And it isn't. I've never followed the writing advice, even when Stephen King said it in On Writing, of setting a manuscript aside before revising. Now I see the value of putting space between the emotion of drafting a challenging story (this is hard, so it must be bad) and reading it again months later (ooh, this part is good, but that part could be better).

I'm having fun, even sneaking off for a bit of revising on the weekends. I love my ex-WIP! Sorry, current WIP, you're going to have to sit in the drawer for a little while longer. Maybe you could talk to one of Stephen King's manuscripts and learn about being a bestseller?




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